Probs

I wish I could tell the whole world everything.
But sadly, people don't care.
Plus, I'm too afraid to say anything.

I was told by my bestfriend to go see a therapist.
Yeah right...
I'm not gonna tell a complete stranger my problems, and then have them tell me what I'm supposed to do.
I'll make my own choices, thank you very much.

People think I'm this funny, happy person.
You wanna know the truth?
I'm not. I hide everything.
My closest friends don't even know a lot about my life.
I'm too scared I'll get judged or opinions will change about me.

All of this hiding is making me break down though.
I've come to a point where I can't take it anymore.
I just wish there was some way I could feel better about myself.